Later we happy life have been fading from the memory in the future recollection which and affecting past _ prefatory remarks these are not willing to recall to mind
stand on the high floor, looks that this urban… the thoughts constantly welling up, happy passing… I think some matters, I already did not care about, these passed,
fluttered with the wind passes, I will conceive the future, in some city, have belong to my domain a stable work, am dailyThe anticipation gets off work the time which
or the weekend and the good friend gather, occasionally may get in the parents home, that is by I who grows up still must to mother act like a spoiled brat, conceives
the future, no longer looks like now like this, will be besotted, that time, I may look for to love me truly, is willing to wait for my man for a lifetime, may walk
arm in arm in his one's side relates all sorts. my future, light, the some great storms, I already could not withstand, I want the stable life, the happy life, I to
anticipate, I yearned.
2010年5月20日星期四
Where is my road?
Today i don not want to study.i am thinking about my future .it was complicated ,it seemsthat i have lost in somewhere.maybe i should clam down to think what i should doin my future.i know confusion willl happen sometimes.I really need to think it over.
Where is my road?
Where is my road?
2010年5月19日星期三
Some words I want to say to my girl friend...
We have experienced a very very hard way to be together,and I cherish this.
In order to be together with me ,you come over here from a long distance,and in order to go shares the burden,you begin a difficult way to hunt a job, when you get a
job,you begin to the days to jam bus veryday,when you quit your job for some reason,you stay at home alone,nobody talks,nobody cook for you,you alone do everything for
yourself,and just with the computer.
Half a year,you have changed 3 jobs,and we moved house for 3 times.
I begin to be afraid of moving,be afraid of you are alone.
I am sorry that I haven't got a personal car to drive you work,and I am sorry that I haven't got a house to make you feel at family,I am sorry,but I alway know I have
to work hard,for what you do for me ,I want to see your smiles whatever you are at home or at work.
I always know to work hard,to make you live a comfortable life,but it haven't come true.
Let's together optimistic toward life,let's record this hard process with our love ,there is someday,we will live a happy life.
With no jam bus,with no moving house...
You are not alone,let's fight ,for ourselives.
I believe,we can.
Today is May 20th,520,I love you.
In order to be together with me ,you come over here from a long distance,and in order to go shares the burden,you begin a difficult way to hunt a job, when you get a
job,you begin to the days to jam bus veryday,when you quit your job for some reason,you stay at home alone,nobody talks,nobody cook for you,you alone do everything for
yourself,and just with the computer.
Half a year,you have changed 3 jobs,and we moved house for 3 times.
I begin to be afraid of moving,be afraid of you are alone.
I am sorry that I haven't got a personal car to drive you work,and I am sorry that I haven't got a house to make you feel at family,I am sorry,but I alway know I have
to work hard,for what you do for me ,I want to see your smiles whatever you are at home or at work.
I always know to work hard,to make you live a comfortable life,but it haven't come true.
Let's together optimistic toward life,let's record this hard process with our love ,there is someday,we will live a happy life.
With no jam bus,with no moving house...
You are not alone,let's fight ,for ourselives.
I believe,we can.
Today is May 20th,520,I love you.
The Ninth Suicide Event of this Year
May 14th, a boy aged 21 jumped from the dormitory building,dead.It is the ninth person suicide in jumping from the building in this company.It made me very sad. Someone said it is a normal suicide rate because of such a populous company.I am so angry that they watch this event by a mathematical way.Someone who have this view lacks the respect for the lives and sympathy.We should honor the life whenever the adversity happens.
I have known of the factory-hands in the company.Most of them born in 80's and 90's, they work at least ten hours everyday and earn so little salary.If making some mistakes ,they are always scolded by the line leader or the team leader in a non-humanism way.Of course,the suiciders lack of the courage to face frustrations.But the company and the society have duty to help them to escape the psychogenical corner.The comany should have the elemental conscience for the life.
I have known of the factory-hands in the company.Most of them born in 80's and 90's, they work at least ten hours everyday and earn so little salary.If making some mistakes ,they are always scolded by the line leader or the team leader in a non-humanism way.Of course,the suiciders lack of the courage to face frustrations.But the company and the society have duty to help them to escape the psychogenical corner.The comany should have the elemental conscience for the life.
A visit to xi'an
I went to xi'an because of the request of work ..It is an old city,and everything there is amiable.I love the people there ,and also the old city.ancitent citywall,and the relics of the city.when I walked in the street I imagined thousands of years ago ,there was the centre of the Central Plains Area .there was ever prosperous,but now it is a new appearance .Time can change everything ,no one is special.
2010年5月18日星期二
Wish her happy forever
This week, when I came back from Chengdu, my friend told me she had a new boyfriend. When she told me this news, I saw her eyes shining with happiness. I know she has
loved this boy for years, though she had a boyfriend, she couldn’t forget about him. Every time she saw him, she would think of the happy time they were together. And
recently, this boy told her that he couldn’t forget about her neither. I’ve seen her cry for him for many times. In fact, she is the most tough-minded girl I’ve
ever seen.
Now they are together again, I can imagine how happy she is now. To have someone who you dreamed of so long is most exiting in this world. Hope she will be happy with him.
loved this boy for years, though she had a boyfriend, she couldn’t forget about him. Every time she saw him, she would think of the happy time they were together. And
recently, this boy told her that he couldn’t forget about her neither. I’ve seen her cry for him for many times. In fact, she is the most tough-minded girl I’ve
ever seen.
Now they are together again, I can imagine how happy she is now. To have someone who you dreamed of so long is most exiting in this world. Hope she will be happy with him.
2010年5月17日星期一
My day
This afternoon, we had a really funny PE....Let me tell you slowly...
The oppressive weather, we had basketball classes like every Monday afternoon.Do the usual things, warm up, basic exercises.... nothing different....
oh, forget to tell, it was rainning outside, so we had to play basketball in a room , and there are other studentdents play vollyball , badminton...
Everything seemed boring, everybody was listless...then a girl who is in my team , picked up a vollyball, and started to play it with me ，at first just we two , then 3, 4, 5.... and our teacher... and other class's basketball teacher（he is a little fatty, and i can see that he twisted his ankle, coz he came with his slipper), even the teacher, he joined us , then, all the vollyball girls sitting on the bench, we, occupied the place , to play vollyball! Although, we havn't learnt how to play,
everyone just laugh, and played it in her own way, haha....
all the teacher joined, the teacher who teaches badminton became to play basketball...everyone had fun, and perspired a lot , I love this feeling ~
i realised that , we just need to change a little in our daily life , we can get a surprise ~
The oppressive weather, we had basketball classes like every Monday afternoon.Do the usual things, warm up, basic exercises.... nothing different....
oh, forget to tell, it was rainning outside, so we had to play basketball in a room , and there are other studentdents play vollyball , badminton...
Everything seemed boring, everybody was listless...then a girl who is in my team , picked up a vollyball, and started to play it with me ，at first just we two , then 3, 4, 5.... and our teacher... and other class's basketball teacher（he is a little fatty, and i can see that he twisted his ankle, coz he came with his slipper), even the teacher, he joined us , then, all the vollyball girls sitting on the bench, we, occupied the place , to play vollyball! Although, we havn't learnt how to play,
everyone just laugh, and played it in her own way, haha....
all the teacher joined, the teacher who teaches badminton became to play basketball...everyone had fun, and perspired a lot , I love this feeling ~
i realised that , we just need to change a little in our daily life , we can get a surprise ~
2010年5月14日星期五
Philips Bulb or Littile Cupid
When it comes to Rita and Mr. Chen, am I a Philips bulb or their little Cupid?
From Chenia's eyes, I am nobody other than a bulb, a bulb with 100W. Why does she think so? Because while Rita and Mr.Chen have breakfast and do the morning
reading together, I am eating, sitting, and reading next them; because while they two had a picnic by the side of reservoir, I was among the third one; because while
they were taking photos for each other, I seated myself between them; because while they were playing badminton, we had to take turn for we had three people...
Judging from the facts above, sometimes I, too, consider myself as a bulb. However, if thougt it twice, everything was different. We do the morning reading together
because I am Rita's parner and we have to pratice our oral English everyday (Based on this, it is Mr. Chen who is the third person). Then, it was I who suggested we
three have a picnic outdoors; it was I who took out the cellphone first and took photos; it was I who proposed we do some sports this afternoon. It it me...and most
importantly, I place myself far far away from them when they do reading, took photos, and play badmintor. So, how can Chenia call me a bulb? I should be their Cupid!
After all. Both of them are shy and lack confidence. Since neither of them take effective actions first, let me do so.
From Chenia's eyes, I am nobody other than a bulb, a bulb with 100W. Why does she think so? Because while Rita and Mr.Chen have breakfast and do the morning
reading together, I am eating, sitting, and reading next them; because while they two had a picnic by the side of reservoir, I was among the third one; because while
they were taking photos for each other, I seated myself between them; because while they were playing badminton, we had to take turn for we had three people...
Judging from the facts above, sometimes I, too, consider myself as a bulb. However, if thougt it twice, everything was different. We do the morning reading together
because I am Rita's parner and we have to pratice our oral English everyday (Based on this, it is Mr. Chen who is the third person). Then, it was I who suggested we
three have a picnic outdoors; it was I who took out the cellphone first and took photos; it was I who proposed we do some sports this afternoon. It it me...and most
importantly, I place myself far far away from them when they do reading, took photos, and play badmintor. So, how can Chenia call me a bulb? I should be their Cupid!
After all. Both of them are shy and lack confidence. Since neither of them take effective actions first, let me do so.
2010年5月13日星期四
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2010年5月12日星期三
Life is so busy
I feel life is more busy when age becomes older and older, i have to squeeze little time for my own to enjoy the life. so, half of time i feel very tired in the revolving daily life. i am not sure if you have some same feel .
even here is one place for me to say more words than with others, but still i know that there is a lot of heart words i could not say out. i believe maybe some day i will , and actually i want.
life is not easy, but after our mum gave us birth, i should live more valuable, more happy, more meaningful. good wishes for everybody here, of course, including me.
even here is one place for me to say more words than with others, but still i know that there is a lot of heart words i could not say out. i believe maybe some day i will , and actually i want.
life is not easy, but after our mum gave us birth, i should live more valuable, more happy, more meaningful. good wishes for everybody here, of course, including me.
2010年5月11日星期二
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2010年5月7日星期五
Something about the film
I have a perfect night today.I went to enjoy a movie called IRON MAN.even the film itself is just so so but it is not the most important point what is the most important point to me is that I had a great communication with my friends and I feel really great with them because I really feel isolated for a long time without friends and without conversation which is surely essential to the normal human being you know that the feeling itself is pretty awful that I do not want even to remind it but foutunately I pass it and the barrier itself is not a barrier to me so isn't it a big progress at least I think so and I will treasure it put it in the inner site of my heart.
Now I have confidence that nothing could separate me from the normal life you know that I was so afraid to let all the things happen but things proved not to be so so now you should just feel satisfied and enjoy the great moment which the God gives to you I appreciate the arrangement the God has made but I also know that only with the progessing and develppment itself could you keep going you know that it could be true that only use your heart you know that deeply
so I must say that there are so many enemies around you now the only thing you need to do seems to follow your heart it seems the only thing could never betray you it is really great moment I like it so much that the nirvana the band and I love their where did you sleep last night most I think that they sing for the lost the lost
we normal people will meet and could do not be avoid you know that it could happen in everybody life but he sings it out he show it out and it is great isn't it I love the arrangement so much and I want to compare it with the ancient people who is called Ji Kang who is been in the dynasty Wei when is very mad and dirsty but he show his dignity and at last he has the death so beautiful and it is a tragical but you love it yes you love it .
Now I have confidence that nothing could separate me from the normal life you know that I was so afraid to let all the things happen but things proved not to be so so now you should just feel satisfied and enjoy the great moment which the God gives to you I appreciate the arrangement the God has made but I also know that only with the progessing and develppment itself could you keep going you know that it could be true that only use your heart you know that deeply
so I must say that there are so many enemies around you now the only thing you need to do seems to follow your heart it seems the only thing could never betray you it is really great moment I like it so much that the nirvana the band and I love their where did you sleep last night most I think that they sing for the lost the lost
we normal people will meet and could do not be avoid you know that it could happen in everybody life but he sings it out he show it out and it is great isn't it I love the arrangement so much and I want to compare it with the ancient people who is called Ji Kang who is been in the dynasty Wei when is very mad and dirsty but he show his dignity and at last he has the death so beautiful and it is a tragical but you love it yes you love it .
2010年5月6日星期四
I think I am the one who is loved by the fate
I definately know that how much guilt I have made and how many people I have hurt but I am not be blamed instead they love me deep from their heart I just want to say that how fortunate I am and I want to thank God deeply.It is him who arrange all the things and made all the stuff seem so perfect now.
and I do not want to apologise for what I have done and never will I feel regret for it just because I am who I am and there is no need for others to judge me or anyone anything need to prove who I am what I want to plus is that I do not care how much I have paid and I will persist on it until God let all the things end
maybe I could be better and I know it exist you also know that only you want it to exist it will now I feel so pretty fine of my mood so wise I am or should I say that the arrangement of the God is really sophisticated that nothing nobody could compare it
thank you God bless me until I fulfill my dream it is also your wish I will do anything if it is needed and you want me to do
I love you and I know you love me
I know you love me
My little dream
There are two things I have always wanted to do---write and live on a farm. Fortunately, my dream has come true. My friends July, Nancy and I live in a suburban together. Originally, we met some difficulties. Once the river overflowed, covering much of our land for weeks. There have been a few anxious moments since then, but on balance things have gone much better than we had any right to expect. When it comes to insurance, we have a poor man's major-medical policy. Although we are stuck with paying minor expenses, our premium is low and we are coverd against catastrophe.
At times, I suspect not everyone who loves the country would be happy living the way we do. Because the way to make self-sufficiency work on a small scale is to resist the temptation to buy a tractor and other expensive laborsaving devices. It is difficult that none can accept it. How much longer we'll have enough energy to stay on here is anybody's guess---perhaps for quite a while, perhaps not. When the time comes, we will leave with a feeling of sorrow but also with a sense of pride at what we've been able to accomplish.
When I watch July picking up fruits in the morning, fishing with Nancy and me on the river or enjoying an oldfashioned picnic in the orchard, I know we've found just what we were looking for!
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